I've never felt safe and comfortable sleeping at night. If I did, it was so long ago that I have no recollection of it. Growing up in a house that was not only rife with domestic violence, but illnesses and even vermin, sleep was not something that came easy. If I tried to list all of the things that happened that made it impossible to sleep at night it would look something like A rat jumped in the bed with us and tried to snatch My baby sister's bottle My stepfather and mom